My relationship with Felix, my on/off boyfriend, has always been unusual. There’s nothing strange about our actual relationship with each other, really – boy meets girl, boy wants to fuck girl silly, girl wants exactly the same thing, just like any other relationship.
But our relationship is on/off simply because Felix works away so much on oil rigs – I see less of him than I would like to, and that means that when I’m feeling horny, the relationship’s off. I don’t like to cheat on a guy, and I do like to get laid.
But it’s only off when I’m fucking another guy. It’s back on again the next day…
Okay, so that’s a little strange, I admit. But when I said it was strange, I was actually thinking about something else. You see, I tape myself masturbating.
Yeah, I know what you’re thinking. You’re thinking that’s not that so unusual. But I don’t make videos of myself, or sit in front of a webcam and do it while he’s watching on the rig; I get an old cassette recorder and I tape the audio only.
The first time just sort of happened. I had been digging around in the garage and I found an old Walkman next to a pile of cassettes and a tape recorder. Back indoors, later that day, I was having one of those horny, all to myself moments when it occurred to me that I could record myself and send Felix the tape. What turned me on was thinking about him listening to it, headphones on, while he was working, and nobody else would know a thing about it.
I was sitting there with my pants off, smoking a cigarette and casually strumming my clit through my panties, so I decided to hit the record button and see how things went.
First I just inhaled and exhaled loudly, so the sound of my breathing, smoking, would be all that he heard. Then I started to move around with the recorder on the arm of the chair, making sure I made enough noise to keep him curious about what was going on.
I tried rubbing my pussy with the mic, not knowing how it would sound. It felt pretty damn good, a hard corner of the cassette deck pushed against my clit through my panties making me tingle as my pussy got wet.
I made a little whimpering sound, the kind I make when he’s eating me out, just so he might wonder if he’d heard that right. Then I slipped my feet into my heels and grabbed the tape player, making for the bedroom. I walked slowly, my heels clicking on the hardwood floor as I strode out of the living room and made my way upstairs.
I fell backwards onto the bed, the mattress taking my weight, and kicked off my shoes. Wondering if he would know what those sounds were, I laughed a little to myself.
“Mmm,” I purred as I warmed to the ideas rolling around in my head. I pulled my panties down and sniffed them loudly, smelling my own musk on them.
Then I put the player down between my thighs and almost forgot it was there. I was fantasizing about being on the rig with Felix, bent over a railing, totally naked, the sea crashing around us as he fucked me hard and rough.
I have always been a loud lover and I can’t help but be the same when I’m playing with myself, so naturally, the hornier I became, the louder I got. I started to roll my fingers around my clit, having dipped them between my folds to get them wet, and this made my clit tingle and stiffen. I gasped, a sharp intake of breath that made me clench my buttocks and push my pussy forwards.
Biting my lower lip, I slid one finger inside my hole, up to the knuckle. “Oh yeah,” I breathed, barely a whisper. I flattened my palm against my clit and bent my finger further in, rubbing my clit as I moved it in and out. My breathing grew louder, my gasps rising in volume as I treated myself to a long, hard fingering.
And then a thought occurred to me. “Felix,” I said, laughing into the mic. “I’m so wet right now. I have two fingers in me… I wish they were yours. I wish it was your prick inside my tight, wet hole.”
I took my fingers out and sucked on them noisily.
“I want to cum. I want you to cum with me. Will you do that? Are you hard? Find a place to be alone and get your cock in your hand. I will wait for you…”
I imagined him stopping the tape then and there and going off to his bunk to get some alone time.
“Are you ready, Felix?” I asked. “I have a big… hard… toy right here. My panties are here too. I’m rubbing them against my pussy.” I realized how awesome it would be to send him my panties with the tape so he could sniff them while he jerked off.
“Do you have them in your hand?” I continued. “Smell my panties, Felix… Are you hard? Have you got your hand on that big, hard dick? Pump it for me. Lie back and stroke your cock for me. Pump it into me. Fuck me with your big dick. I want to feel your hot cum shooting inside me.”
Then I turned on my vibrator and began to buzz it over my clit. That got me hot straight away and I started to moan as I played with it. Soon, it had me so eager for a fuck that I turned it off and plunged it inside my wet hole.
“I’m fucking myself!” I said, a little louder than I meant to. “Oh yeah, Felix! I’m kneeling over this big cock, riding it. Harder! Harder! Fuck me harder!”
When I came, I was hollering my head off. It took some time for me to calm down and get my breath back, at which point I asked Felix, “Have you cum, baby? Hope you came on my panties. Send them back to me, I want to rub them over my wet pussy again…”
Since then, I have made five more tapes for him, and every time he asks for more. It’s a lot of fun, I have to admit. Sure, it’s unusual, but it gets us both off so hard!
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